I've been abit of a daria lately.

pink vomit

With Judgement day coming soon i'm kinda channelling enid/molly soda themes. I recently got some black lipstick and i think I am having probably a little too much fun? Since now i'm meant to be a deadpan and all... It's also really attracted when i get it on my braces. Lovely. Since I'm a Buddhist I'm not going to hell.. suckerrrsssss.

it's the music

 Yesterday i went to a dance.  They played Bruno Mars. Everyone punched our fist in the air singing, I'll catch a grenade for you". As far as school dances go I was a little disappointed, I kinda expected it to be like this. Or this:
http://youtu.be/KJlVirycg-0

style rookie, unknown, LOVISA SUPERSTAR

A girl at my school got run over today on a main road near our school. She's alright apparently, with just minor bruisings, but it got me thinking seeing as if i was just a bit earlier it could've been me. I mean i've crossed that road about a thousand times before and today probably wouldn't have been any different, but what if it had? I could have been the one hit by that van, narrowly missing my head, and narrowly escaping death (ok let's not over dramatise things here) I think i'm just a bit paranoid, but it just makes you realise that your'e only microscopic and in a flash you could be gone. And life would go on. People would miss you, but in the schemes of things, it's not actually that big a deal to the world. I'm just one of the many people, in fact one every 3 minutes, who died. There goes another life just then.

i just discovered the point of blogging was to blog stuff. sorry. i'll try again.

soo i haven't posted in ehhh 3 weeks? more than that? i am a disgrace. I'd love to say i've been busy raving being cool and "down with the kidz" etc. I have a made a few discoveries though.

1. not many people know what "indie" actually means.
OH, you don't know? Let me educate you.

1.	indie
	July 4, 2010 Urban Word of the Day (n) an obscure form of rock which you only learn about from someone slightly more hip than yourself.

1.	indie as fuck
	The title is given to a hipster or indie kid when their taste in something only consist of nothing but really obscure things. Guy1: Can I see your iPod? Guy2: Sure Guy1: whoa! Neutral Milk Hotel, Yo La Tengo, and My Bloody Valentine!?! Dude, you're indie as fuck.

2. NOT ALL HOPE IS LOST. Here i was moping about because polaroid were now "extinct" and digital has taken over due to EVOLUTIONNN. However i was wrong! So if you are like me and like living in the past, and enjoy things that are quite useless in the top mod timez, then head on over here to the  DREAM SANCTUARY. These lovely people bought the last preserved Polaroid Factory. Sneaky peeky:

 Also, i got a typewriter! I'll put up pictures soon (as part of this new "posting" regime)
3. i'm actually considering go to a school dance. ew i know. I'm disgusted in myself. It's horror theme so i think i'll go as Dora Explorer. Yes? Appropiate? I thought so too.
4. It's my birthday on the 16th. I'll be 14 which obviously mean that i'm a "true" (sorry i'll stop doing """ now) teenager and now just a preteen tweeen. Also i'll have to change my about me from 13 to 14. Agh being forteen is so much trouble! It also means that i have to love justin bieber and say things "like talk to the hand! Grrrlfriend." (sorry i said i wouldn't do "")